This week has been such an amazing discovery for me.
This course has really found me questioning and answering where I’ve been and where I’m going.
At high and low points in my life I many times had this question. At times it seemed obvious and at other times it seemed a mystery. Now looking back at even the times I thought I knew the answer I wasn’t even close to being correct. And then those times when I didn’t think I could answer the question, I could and did.
Here’s the question.
How did I get here?
It’s a great question to ask. But only ask it if you really want to know. Otherwise it might only be used to blame people places and things.
Like I said when things weren’t going so well I knew that if I could figure out how it happened. Then I knew I would correct it.
And when it was going well and I asked the question I thought I knew that answer. Yet I left off lots of things in answering it.
When the Week 9 lesson webcast came on and I found out the secret to the answer to the question.
It was about me. And yes its about you.
Well it is no secret. I was just denying what I felt to be the truth to the answer. At times I wanted an answer and at times I didn’t.
The tough answer
I had created it. I chose it. At times I desired it so much that it happened.
Both the good and the bad.
This week has been interesting since rediscovering this fact.
The answer to the question has put me back in charge of my life. It gave me the power to realize I am in charge of my internal world. By taking personal responsibility for what is going on in my life. I can take charge and change my thinking and what I feel about situations.
That little change is really a huge change. Please don’t miss it. Grab a hold of that and run with it.
With that being said. Here is how my week went.
Three people close to me talked to me about how hard life was today. Every person was challenging this fact in my life and theirs.
I heard statements like.
“Everything just seems to be going wrong today.”
“I am overwhelmed, its just too much.”
Then they talked to me later wanting me to know they were sorry for bringing chaos into my life.
I just turned to them and let them know, “somehow I have brought this into being.”
I’m not sure if they understood. But I did. It was a great eye opener.
I have moved through that place and am thankful for what I know now.
A few months ago I would have seen it differently.
My whole life is what I have made it. Guess what.
It sure looks a lot better today knowing that. For years I have been picking up bits and pieces of this and now the puzzle is coming together.
I am the observer. I look at what is happening in my life. I am looking to a better tomorrow because I am putting better thoughts through my head and acting on better beliefs about who I am and what I am about. And tomorrow it only gets better.
Today I know that I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy.
I have all that I need to get where I want to go. I am drawing those to me that are doing the same and have been looking for their genuine selves.
This truly has been a life journey that started so many years ago that I can’t remember a time that I wasn’t looking to find my genuine self.
I have found him and he’s awesome. I hope you have discovered your genuine self.
Now what does that person want to do with that discovery?
Tell me. I am happy to encourage you to live the life that you’ve always wanted and din’t know how to get.
So yes I actually did this to myself. No one else did. I am heading to a high point where I can look back and see… Wow what a great journey.
When most people look back and say,”I can’t believe I made it this far.” I will say I can.
Smile someone loves you. When you figure that one out let me know. 🙂 Have an awesome day!
I hope you had an amazing Thanks Giving. Let someone know you are thankful for them being in your life.